Be anything, but never a fashion disaster.
Diyanah Abdullah,lucky 19
18th April, Aries
Asc, TP
Laughters and smiles makes her world go roundd
She's intertwined like a ring with Neutron
"We must never confuse elegance with snobbery." -Yves Saint Laurent.
Monday, July 13, 2009
i know how long it has been since i last worte here. mayb there wasnt any time or should i say i didnt make enough time for myself to reflect, think and write down what it needed.
i feel that it's impossible to not matter about the person whom you loved soo much and yet through your actions the person is convinced that you don't care anymore. how great to have things turning out like this when i expect it the least.
Why cant people believe it when you said that you're doing it for their sake or to save the melo-dramatic actions of anger. I have seriously no idea how to put it into simpler language to make you understand what's the initial intention of mine. i didnt mean to hurt you in any way possible and all i could think off was to not end up in an arguement and yet still tells you about it. im not lying. i still told you what happen it's just that i did not reveal the identity.
maybe i'm wrong after some thoughtful thinking but i didnt expect such a response from you. maybe its true when people says, the deed is easily forgotten yet the fault is remembered for a lifetime.
with the pile of work, the mental block, the extra coaching up to do..it's just making it perfect and you're not helping. wateva it is, i love you.
Oh dearie me, I am the real essence of style.
Thursday, June 18, 2009
Its finally here and yes he is back from the long awaited holiday of his. How glad i am that i did not have to wait any longer for the heart has been missing too much of his presence. Yes, i know it's chessy indeed but who cares. So lover boy returned to the sunny island at around 9pm just now and brought home a truck load full of experiences under the sea. Listening to his adventure eventually got myself excited too and they seem to have had so much fun for the last 3 days since they were away. How i wished i had spent the holiday and enjoyed as much fun as he did :(
So since i was almost done with the assignment and left with just sending it to fathinah, i decided to meet part of the TP SIlat members to plan for an inauguration ceremony next week. The planing that was mixed with a twist of nonsense and many many hours of rubbish was indeed a fun time that we had together. Finally, we managed to finish it at last and left with some details that is left to be confirmed. I'm so excited andi want this to go on well :)
It feels as though it was yesterday but i guess it's time to bid farewell.
i guess i'm in love with the song....
" 'Cause I love the way you more than I could ever promise, and you take me the way I am."
this empty brain has a question in mind..
why cant people have normal platonic relationships?
maybe not all but why isnt that possible for some?
i never believed in it at all but i guess that can happen for it is up to the person if he wants to nurture the feeling or he chooose to put it aside and carry on the friendship as just friends.
this empty brain just keep asking why...
Oh dearie me, I am the real essence of style.
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
its the second day without him and yes the feeling is different but lets look at it over the bright side of life. it's only a day away. goodness, i cant wait and i simply miss him. like supperrr!
going back to school during the holiday is not a fun thing but i guess its the only two fruitful weeks that we can super enjoy before the term hits again and then yes, the SIP. i just hope that wouldn't end up all the way the other end of Singapore. the thought of traveling there every morning just makes me feel worse but what more about what we are going to do. it just makes it even worse. Anyway, we were back to do all because of GMP. Sucky? i know but we have no choice. yes, we still have a list to do bt i feel some groups are coping better and ii wonder how they did it. no matter what i still think that our group is still the best. so we managed to revamped the floor plan and discuss the uncertainties and homework was distributed. the deadline is tmr 5pm. im just hoping i wouldnt pass the deadline for i will make her angry and that shall not happen.
the impromtu meeting with the 2 chillak-as was cool. i feel i miss them soo much and so are the rest. i miss good old times and it seem like it was just yesterday we were still in that old blue pinafore. holy cow, i swear i miss the good old times with all of you and i'm dying to go for a chill out session with the girls. can't wait. i guess we shall have a chill out session at nabins soon coz i somehow miss nabin's though i just like last week. :) can?
love is like riddle and i cant seem to solve it.
your presence makes me smile and your call just now just makes my day.
i waited for the whole day cannnnn.
i miss loverboy.
how sweet.
distance makes the heart grow fonder :)
oh yea, im bloody broke and the sale just had to be today. i wannnnnnaaaaa to shoooppppp at MANNNNGOOOOO.