Be anything, but never a fashion disaster.
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Diyanah Abdullah,lucky 19
18th April, Aries
Asc, TP
Laughters and smiles makes her world go roundd
She's intertwined like a ring with Neutron
"We must never confuse elegance with snobbery." -Yves Saint Laurent.
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
Gosh! Today is like another dae that i begin bloggin again after a reallie reallie long tym! hahahz... many things happen in life but it is just that too much to write and there too little space i guess or maybe there have been isnt much tym that i spent with my very self.... as in quiet time for reflection... i am alwaes buzy with i dunoe what and yeah thnkz to my very gang out there that make me smile and laugh in between the the busy schedule of mine...besides the gang, i guess i have been strong standing up here in this world filled with different people of different character traits with the help and love from my beloved love! hahaz... it has been great having him ard in both sad and happie times of my life in the past 1 month... not only him that i have met but also wonderful people like Rifah, Kak Nora and the Ranger should i call them.....although there was its ups and downs i guess i did pull thru things patiently with much controlled emotions with the help of this people.. so basicaly this people realli did a realie big part in my life and i am so glad i met this people...hahahz..without them i wouldnt be here..or who i am...okaes, basically now it is about my beautiful dae out and also the long holidaes that i had which includes the vesak dae, the weekends and also the two marking daes..it has been a long rest but it lso had been FUn! so okaez on fridae on vesak Dae i went out with parents and lil bro to the movies at nite ant catch MI3.. it was realli nice show iu guys shud watch.. so came bac late.. then on sat decided to go for tarian since it has been long since i last dance and yeah so i gt to iz the match that An was playing and yeah all the fun they all had after that....but wadeva it is yay! An team won!...hmmz.. sadness...then on Sundae had a madrashah al quran test so i guess it was super duper hafalan and bacaan... then Mondae we had a picnice at Sentosa! yay!!// we had the hell loadz of fun!! ealli enjoyed the time i ws there and i missin them.. thanx to the gang, Rifah and An for making it all fun and happieeee2 and without them i guess no fun!...so okaex todae, it was kinda okaez.. i gt bac my papers An yeah did not met expectations..was sad but i was detrmined to do beta..niwi expected to fail but i am hapie that i actualli improved much beta expect for maths that wen down like dractically.. so crazy! my mum gona screw me i swear! but wadeva it is.. the gang cheered me up and yeah we had fun so we ate at Macz to gobble at the same time release stress by eating.. then later we met Rifah's gang..hahahz.. okies i admit i wsnt being nice to him at all but i guess i jus gt to do it coz he was being sarca.. and yeah cant stand it animore at that point of time..didnt mean to do but i jus gt to it..it was heartache coz i missin him badly but the same time trying not to show it and shows how angry i am....i juz gt to sae sorie coz i realli feeling bad.. niwei, yeah shiq and me left at ard 5pm after playing wif toys at Isetan.. we looked like deprived of childhood people and was amazed at every cute little things we cld find..hahahz...great times to cherish! okies i was missing him badly despite the anger so picked up the call..intended to speak nicely but it came out abit rough.. that just not me! now realli regretting iggie time!...i juz dun wan to lose him coz he means a lot to me...sigh! now sitting on this blue chair in my room and pouring out my feeling and thoughts that i have.. i guess now bottling inside and keping quiet is not working animore coz its making me goin bonkers if not lost in my own iamgined lala land...okies, mybe being sick is not a good thing animore coz i am not goin to be served like a princess lyk i used to..so yeah and my running nose is killing me...and my heart is xploding wif anger sn i guess coz many things are no goin as the wae it is..sadness!... what i know i just want to him to be beside me...I Missin My Pumpinz Biggie Time!
Oh dearie me, I am the real essence of style.