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Diyanah Abdullah,lucky 19
18th April, Aries
Asc, TP
Laughters and smiles makes her world go roundd
She's intertwined like a ring with Neutron

"We must never confuse elegance with snobbery." -Yves Saint Laurent.

bonjour! it has been three days since i last update my blog. i've been busy with many things and yeah revision and more and more homework. things realli gettin real tite for me. there so many things to be done and yeah like mrsK would put it, you onli haf 49 days to your prelims...see that how much i'm left with to mug. got to push to full gear soon. but since i'm not realli use to study this much and besides the fact that i have never study this much my entire life. realli? this is how serious am i with my o levels. so lets study!

since my mondays and tuesday were the same and normal hapie days like the other normal days, i shall not blog about it. mayb the fact that i met wonderful ppl that brightens up my days as per normal since sunshine cant start smilin just as yet but she will soon smile. this wonderful ppl is no other than the gang, lovables and crew. i love them and also to complete my day horribly would be more naggin and naggin by my teachers and Mum and also the pile of homework that are neverending.i hate procrastinatin but i'm doin it!

so yesterdae was a great dae actualli! y? becoz it was SARAH ADNAN's BUrfdae!.... HAPPIE BURFDAE SARAH ADNAN!!!!!!...hahahz.. she turned sixteen oreadie.welcome to the sixteen club sae the chindellela aka metalmouth. we managed to gave a surprise burfdae and yeah a present that made her cry. isnt it sweet? hahhz, kk. we all were hapie after a long dae naggin and scoldin and more teachin and more self revision and many more. dont they get tired? coz i'm tired of it. then i spent the rest of my days at home after skool studyin and preparin for my coursework which was todae. and b4 sunshine went to bed, she was smillin to herself. she was hapie coz he made her smile again.

so todae skool was okie although i hav to admit my FNN was total blast. i blew it! i dunnoe wad i was typing and i swear there are thousand and one errors in it. but u know i'm gonna pray that it will turn out well in her eyes. Ohh please Allah, let me pass this coursework with flying colours just i did for the previous one? Amin. so after maths remedial i head home and de stress myself b4 hittin the books again in awhile. okies so to destress i watched the movie Virgin. it was an awesome show that portrays the kind of teenagers that surround us nowadays. they easily gave up their virgin just in the name of money. among the three friends onli one at the end of the show is still a virgin and she wasnt like her friends. so i guess it more like an eye opener to many of us and there's this phrase in the movie which goes somthing like, "keperawanan itu adalah harga diri dan maruah seseorang wanita. andai ia diserahkan, seseorang itu tiada mempunyai harga diri dan maruah lagi". i guess it means alot just that phrase alone. so yeah it gonna be 745pm soon and i gt to hit the book like now! okies dokies ppl...HAppie Muggin!

i thot i was alone reminicsing those daes where we would just smile and laugh and more many things together. those memories are sweet and cherishable, something that i would keep as a lifetime tresure. i'm still holdin on to it. mayb i'm beginin to make small baby steps of progress but i'm not sure how i'm gonna manage if were to fall again. i was suprised with ur reply wen i msg u about wad was bothering me. wad made my dae till i went to bed was ur phonecall. we talk like we use to...we laugh like we use to.. nothing seems to change..mayb yes something change..us,between us...you're still that him i use to know, the him that i used to laugh, smile and cry with. i'm still missin you...thank you for makin my day....
Oh dearie me, I am the real essence of style.