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Diyanah Abdullah,lucky 19
18th April, Aries
Asc, TP
Laughters and smiles makes her world go roundd
She's intertwined like a ring with Neutron

"We must never confuse elegance with snobbery." -Yves Saint Laurent.

finally the weekends are here again.i'm tireda nd feeling super lethargic. i dun the energy to carry on animore coz sunshine is no more cheery .the week ended well with BMW and i guess i enjoyed myself very much with the introduction to arts and appreciate more arts. however, the hours we spent at the hall were too long and it was dreaded hours. i guess it made my butt bigger or something.this BMW somehow bonded the class and make us more united and we are left with 4 more months before all of us will go our seperate waes as different individuals. i will miss them all esp the gang and the FNN partners and the crazy mrsK for having a teacher like her.todae i met Lollipop, Feeza and Numbskull too beside the gang...imiss my flowergirl and guardian angel.

the daes juz pass thru me as though i was invisible in the naked eye. it just went thru my very soul and leaving me wondering here alone how things are going to be from now on esp after you left coz i guess i still cant cope with life eventhough a week haf past. every minute that past, i'm still missin him and still thinkin about it. the question still wonders in my head as i ponder about it each and every opportunity i get in between the pack schedule that i haf now. it is to keep me occupied so that i wont think abt it animore but i'm wrong. ppl mite be thinkin i'm coping well by looking at my actions, it is just the normal me again, but i'm not coz i putting up the facade like i alwaes do.onli the close ones realised it is not the same her animore and i know they are alwaes there helping me to get up wen i fall again and again, failed to recover and learn from it. i'm sorie, if it is wrong to feel this wae again but i cant help it to still miss and love you. i felt kinda relief wen i msg you abt what was bothering me. your reply made me smile but it makes me think, what can i do about it ? i know you understand me but how long will i go thru this wen each dae i'm still missin and lovin you. mayb it is not comin bac animore and i just got to let it go coz i guess mayb you're coping well without me.i hope things are fine on your side. i'm praying hard so that things will go fine and hope i can smile again and greet you soon in a cheery mood like how i use too but as my best friend. it gonna be hard but i'll soon be fine.....but i still wan you to know that i still love you and i'm missin you badly...


why is it the graciousness and kindness of a woman is always taken in as her weakness...
Oh dearie me, I am the real essence of style.