Be anything, but never a fashion disaster.
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Diyanah Abdullah,lucky 19
18th April, Aries
Asc, TP
Laughters and smiles makes her world go roundd
She's intertwined like a ring with Neutron
"We must never confuse elegance with snobbery." -Yves Saint Laurent.
Saturday, July 15, 2006
the thot of a colourful dae was just an illussion or a dream of mine. i guess it is just fate coz like many would say we could onli plan but god is the one who decides. i haf gt nothing to sae about it. i'm just disturbed and depressed. how can i not be?it was one fine dae when i was slping. my phone rang and yeah i had to talk to some guy called Mr Ong from GV tamp and yeah i fell for it. later did i know it was a prang.slowly as time pass we gt to know each other better and yeah our first date was to the movies, Dorm. it went well and it was the same dae he met my mum. he made a real good first impression and my mum was delighted that i was goin on with someone like him. since then, we met almost everydae and sweet messages flooded my phone every nite.he was sweet and charming in his own waes. i fell for everything that he did and in the end i fell for his very self. on my birthdae, we celebrated at burger king wif my friends. it was a surprise party.i gt a real nice present from him, its a necklace and a candle and also the first sweet we ate at pavillion.the present came with a card that touched my heart.at 9pm that nite, i was at cold storage,a cheese flew across the room wen he asked me to be wif him.the daes then became more beautiful and colourful with him ard. i never regret a moment with him. he was like a sunshine that brighten up my life with all his little doings.he was a humorous and always cheerful. he was special in his own ways. he cared alot and stand for me wen i needed someone to.i put wad ppl thot abt him aside and i didnt care much coz i know he was the one.i met beautiful ppl wen i was wif him. they make my daes cheerry with all those laughter and joy but he made me smile even more everydae.....i'm shocked and depressed.. i have nothg else to sae wen u decided wad's best...it left me speechless and at the same time it shattered me.. it was hard for me to take it and accept how things are goin to be from now on. although it was clear to us but i still couldnt understand till this very moment as tears continue to roll down my cheeks.you wiped the first tear drop and promised it would remain the same. but i'm afraid not. it gonna be different between us. i can promise you that i will not change for hu i am and the friendship that i had bond with ur frenz. the thot of regreting being wif you, i throw it far away but i cant promise you that i wont cry. i still need you to be with me coz i still love you. i'm not readie to let things go but i have to..if not i'll be left hangin..i juz wanted you to know how much i thank you for being that special person in my life and was always there at my ups and downs. you made a big impact in my life and i will neva forget you..your presence was much appreciated and loved. i'm sorrie if i ever had hurt u in any way, hope u will be hapie without my presence.thank you for being him.to the lovables, gang, as well as Nunu and Feeza, thank you for being there wen i realli needed to hold on to someone. you guys have been great ppl in my life and yeah i love you guys. sorie if i had put you guys into a lot of trouble. thank you.....
Oh dearie me, I am the real essence of style.