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Diyanah Abdullah,lucky 19
18th April, Aries
Asc, TP
Laughters and smiles makes her world go roundd
She's intertwined like a ring with Neutron

"We must never confuse elegance with snobbery." -Yves Saint Laurent.

Yabedabedooo!!...
todae was a fun dae out and yeah i thot i'm gonna end my beautiful week well. but sorie, it didnt end well! how great to start my weekend wif a fcuk feeling! i swear! u know wad i'm sick of wateva you promised us since we're in Sec 1. i juz dun understand one thing, y guys keep trying to prove to us that we're a bunch of undeserving cadets and bunch of useless NCOs.it has been taking place since we're still cadets.you seize very oppurtunity that comes our wae! you take everything that we've been praying and dream of doing...you kill the enthusiasm in us by changing everything drastically and you expect us to change and let things go just like that after what we've been doing for past four years! where haf the effort and sweat we put in as a part goes? what, down the drain? you juz shut us down in a wink and expect us not to worry for the stuff that we've been doing for the last four years. ur're reasons are always the same! studies comes first and y r u still trying hard to send the message across that we're bunch of stupid ppl that dun deserve what we want to do! i dunnoe y, but the oppurtunites to shine and contribute more to the company just stop at 4/4. it seems that 4/4 juz don deserve anything rite jus becoz we're in a an art class!.you dun haf to sae it and do anything more! coz u know y? we gt that message and i dun care abt it animore! i seriously washing my hands off this shit. you make the fool out of me and the whole lot of us! you're the biggest bunch of liars in my entire life! and thankx for making a nitemare come true.........im sorie but i'm just to hurt.

so yeah, gt out of skool after Dc. Yesh, i was late again todae! then had to write a poem on Y coming to school late. i crap some shit and send it in and wait for the hr to past. after the horrendous news that was shaft rite onto our faces, we left the school compound. haiz..lets not talk abt it. talking abt it juz tears a part of me...so we had a hapie time at Burger King and filling our stomach with loadz of food to ease our sore hearts. yeah dinie came and join us..almost the whole gang if only sarah was there.aniwei, Dinie take it easy...damien will be better off there than to suffer his pain here wif us... At ard 5 plus, i left fr home while the rest went to the lib. aniwei, Darlinz is bac todae! how fun! yay! but hes goin bac to camp soon...sad :( and yeah my aunt gave me two tixs to the movies, Pirates of CArribean. yay! Hope he can make...if not then i'll be goin wif Shiq if she haf the mood to. oh yeah, thot of dropping by Baybeats(sp?) ..i'm gonna meet him tmr!...lets see how tmr goes...its gonna be a fun dae out....

he is always in my mind...from the time i wake up till i close my eyes.....
Oh dearie me, I am the real essence of style.