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Diyanah Abdullah,lucky 19
18th April, Aries
Asc, TP
Laughters and smiles makes her world go roundd
She's intertwined like a ring with Neutron

"We must never confuse elegance with snobbery." -Yves Saint Laurent.

it has been daes. i didnt wan to update my blog for god no good reason. i dunnoe y, mayb there's a reason behind it but it just to hard to explain. the daes i guess gone welll and fun with the nation's burfdae and extra holidaes which means more studyin done since i'm home and more precious time with frenz spent.during the two daes break i did some soul searching hopin in aniway it would be off ani help to get me out of my own fantasy that i'v been livin in alone since almost a month ago. i decide to plan where i'm headin to next and what i'm gonna do wif my life.i'm clueless and i'm tired for now. i begin to feel deadbeat and i realised i could no longer turn to the side and sae at least i still haf you to cling on. hes not there animore. i guess i've decided where i'm goin to next and it would be course which needs alot of socialising and i know i would enjoy. Hospitality.

fridae had been a hit. it was the release of olevel Mt results. i did well and up to my expectations.i was hapie with it and nw it just six more to go. i hope i could excel just as well as i did for this one.thanx to everybody who has been part of that achievement especially you.thank you for being there.then on sat, tuition with Karib was fine. had homework and met Feeza for while before i head home to help mummy and till i'm down wif fever. i couldnt join the rest of the gang to visit cikgu and watch fireworks. cikgu condition worsen i heard and all i could do is pray for her well being. i hope Allah would ease her pain and she would recover real soon. she has been my all time inspiration and i still need her in this journey of mine. todae had madrashah and it was the normal sundae routine. it was boring and i didnt study at all. i laze ard and i just so relunctant to open my book. i guess let call it a time off.

it goin to be twelve soon in a minute. i'm still awake. i cant sleep and i'm thinkin. i'm left in my own confusion. i dunch know what to do. i dunnoe whether what im doin is right or wrong.i dun understand y is it so hard for me to just sae good bye and shut the chapter of our story. y is it so hard for me to move on.i'm still missin u everydae and i still need you.i dunch know if u still feel the same but things neva change.it gonna be a month soon since that very dae and i'm turnin to stuff i know you would hate me doing. i'm sorie if i'm gonna break my promise.
Oh dearie me, I am the real essence of style.