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Diyanah Abdullah,lucky 19
18th April, Aries
Asc, TP
Laughters and smiles makes her world go roundd
She's intertwined like a ring with Neutron

"We must never confuse elegance with snobbery." -Yves Saint Laurent.

it is the 8th of August todae. its a red and white dae. i wore red and white to skool and i like the clothes mum bought for me. hahahz. it was a3/4 pants and stripes red and white. so cute. okies the gang thot i look like a skool kid coz i carried a haversack and skool shoes. it was fun community singin and bonding with great cadets although sum had to spoil the dae with extra insult and humiliation. i mean wad do u reali haf against NCC cadets. i'm serious. if u sae u dun then i guess you muz be kiddin. you do nthg else but pick on us. so after skool celebration we had 1hr of eng and 45 mins of Bio. it was okies but it felt draggy coz i was brain drained. Head to PP banquet for lunch where we had tons of laughter and smilez at the same time snap loadz of self embrassement photos. i had loadz of them and we bought nail polish.gt home painted nails and gt readie what to wear for fireworks tonite.
so then, i left hme wif dad and granny and bro for fireworks and yeah it was long traffic but thnx to aunty B and Shiq to reserve us a parking lot.thnx! so we met up and watch the firework from esplanade. gt seperated from the lovables and gang. then, we met up wif them after fireworks b4 we left for home.now home sweet home. tired. hittin the pillows early and i haf seriously no mood.

i didnt know how to face him. but i had too. it is either now or later.his face was clear of worries and he seems hapie. he looks like he move on coz he could be juz like the person i used to know wen we were frenz juz like we are now. i'm hapie for him and i guess its time for me to move on too. he close the chapter with our story in it i guess i have too sn. but everytime i look at him, i'm missin him more and those times being wif him juz play again in my mind.i'm sorie to react in such a way juz now but i guess i was tryin not to tell myself, we are juz frenz. i'm missin you badly and i'm sorie. if onli i had the courage, i would..........tell you how much i mis you juz now.
Oh dearie me, I am the real essence of style.