the dae i've been waitin for is finally here. thank god for it, its a fridae! im deadbeat and my brain is super duper tired and stress and not to forget super duper exhausted. less sleep everynite make me look like a zombie and yeah changes my mood swings too. but wateva it is, wen the gang or my new partner is ard i could just be the bubbly gal for that moment and my daes have never been dull wif them ard. thnx to them.
so far the exams are okae. they are manageble but im not sure for scoring well for it. i hope i could but im reali not sure how well or how bad ive done so far. nw, i left to pray for the best. its not ending yet not any sooner. i stil hav papers next week and they are my science and f&n and my last geo paper 1. then walla! im done. cant wait for it to end.
besides being buzy wif de prelims, im missin everybody. im misin the LOVABLES (angel,numbskull,flowergirl,lollipop,An) a hell loadz! cant wait for the prelims to end so that we could go out together again. im missin almost everyone i know and tis is bad coz it made me feel like im goin away forever.
oh yea, i've gt a hapie news for myself. it so fun. there are many things comin up after de o levels. there would be graduation, then 52nd CLT course followed by a trip overseas wif family then full force trainin for comp on 22-25th of dec.yea, tis time its gonna be fun coz im goin to have company.my partner mite be participating too for the comp but off a diff class. isnt it cool? i'll make sure they come down and watch the match! yay! cant wait! i realised that im realli miss doin the activities i used to do to fill up my social calender. then by nex year im off to work before i collect my results and before i know it sae Hie to my new skool.
time past real fast.without me knowing it has been two months. although i know i may not have totally and fully move on about it but i guess it progressing but is realli slow. i know hes doin great and im hapie for him, always hoping the best for him.i still miss you.

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