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Diyanah Abdullah,lucky 19
18th April, Aries
Asc, TP
Laughters and smiles makes her world go roundd
She's intertwined like a ring with Neutron

"We must never confuse elegance with snobbery." -Yves Saint Laurent.

blinded by sweet words and fine appearance, i deeply fell for it. i am a weak girl and not to mention gullible at times. it makes me look naive but it is just so me. this is myself. the kind of person i present myself to you. if i changed along the way and made you feel that i had tied you down, im sorie. that just wasnt my intention. i am still shocked by the things u did to me that i came to know about recently. u knew that i was goin to be affected if i knew about it but u still did it. if u reali had like her, y did u lead me on? y ask me on my burfdae and rushed into somethin u were unsure about urself. y was there 'we' wen deep inside u were not keen about it. u make me feel as though u were insincere about the wae you feel about me then and everything was big joke to you. i was just used as a person to forget another. but y me? you made me fall for you so deeply tat it half killin to forget you. did i made a mistake in life unknowingly or did i just put myself in trouble that i knew was goin to come? for once, you made stereotype guys that there were all the same. i didnt know what was your intention and how was things for you then but i just couldnt understand y was it me that you choose to face all this. i have never felt so cheated all my life. now, i know everything that happened and there nothing left to hide, ur secret are now known. dont worie i will not get affected nor hold grudges against you and mayb if i ever wanted an explanation its abit too late rite? so yea,let bygones be bygones and just close this whole chapter that has us in it and it will be forever forgotten. mayb after knowing this i feel stinch of regret that engulfed me knowing u realli regretted that we were once together.Dr smile believe in givin a second chance and he wants me to consider givin him.....i will.nothing will repeat itself and i make damn sure.....im sorie to feel this way but made me.
Oh dearie me, I am the real essence of style.