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Diyanah Abdullah,lucky 19
18th April, Aries
Asc, TP
Laughters and smiles makes her world go roundd
She's intertwined like a ring with Neutron

"We must never confuse elegance with snobbery." -Yves Saint Laurent.

it was a rough morning i had yesterdae and the coldness of yesterdae's morning still engulfed me till now.mayb you are rite about my future but i only wanted you to understand and make this choice mine for the very time in my life. let me make small stupid mistakes to learn from. i do understand the desire of making ur daughter a successful person and the perfect lady but ey look at me. i need you to understand and support me for the decisions that i have make for myself. let me make my own desicion and all i need you is just to guide me thru and give me the moral support and encouragement that i need. im tired for just following the choices that u have set for me. pleease just this once.i want to catch my own dreams, something i realie wnated to do since i was young. something i was realy interested in, things that mayb i never mentioned to you about. i don want to choose the path u set for me coz my choosing that path i will have to give up everything that i have now and all that i have worked for all the years. i dun wan to give everything up that easily coz it took my soul to make it happen and please just be on my side for this once. im sorie if i had raised my voice yesterdae but it was oout of anger. wad i know ur words pierced thru my heart when u said i dont care. i hope u never meant it. throwing a cold shoulder on me makes me feel sad and i feel like i dont exist in the freakin house. i begin to get all the blame and its not like yesterdae anymore. should i regret the decisions that i have made? i wonder if it would be alrite by my burfdae....

okies dokies. enuff about the rough morning. so yesterdae i decided to go for gelanggang instead when abg zali called me. he wants me to practice for the graduation regu. for once i feel that seni was a more difficult option. i couldnt believe myself. but its okie i will still put in my best effort. so yeah, i met YAn at town and then we had lunch with Syaza at Swensens.we walked around just window shopping. stop by ZARA and met up with my ex colleagues. Lovely people and i miss them. oh yea, we bought GOdiva chocx for faizal and Shahin since i owe them. it was meant for faizal actuallie coz he was down. hope u enjoy the chocx! before i know it, i was off for training at geylang serai. it was a fun morning and alot of eating!hahahz fun it was ad yeah glad that abg zali liked the cheesecake i bought for him. haahz. yuMMy!

okies i reached home late and yeah the coldness of the house engulf me till now.. :(
i dont know if there is training today... i wonder.


knowing the bunch of them has been a great journey and everybody is friendly.im lovin them.Faizal is a great guy and he looks like ISmail my scandal! ahaxkz!
Oh dearie me, I am the real essence of style.