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Diyanah Abdullah,lucky 19
18th April, Aries
Asc, TP
Laughters and smiles makes her world go roundd
She's intertwined like a ring with Neutron

"We must never confuse elegance with snobbery." -Yves Saint Laurent.

yesterdae didnt reallie went well for me. in fact it was one of the worst training i have gone through and it was definately my worst stamina. basically yesterdae training was on physical and we did aerobic expansion or somthing like that. then it was like running the 400m track for 1 round in 1m 15s followed by an interval of 40s end it by 3 sets of 10m sprinting. gosh! i culdnt keep up the timing and it was always 2mins. i couldnt pull myself on time to do the sprinting and i gave up in the end. i dunch know y but i onli know that my stamina has gone down the drain. its not the same again. shitos! meaning i got to reallie train hard if i reallie wants the place. i ponder about it throughout the night and i guess there was so many factors that mite have affect my stamina in away or another. for example, it might have been caused by my stressful self, eating within the 3 hours before training, worrying too much of gettin into the team and not how to and lastly the lack of self confidence. i guess for now i gt to put my worries aside and make sure that i engulf myself with loadz of self confidence and endurance as those are my antidotes and key to success in this flight that i have chosen.

so SMiley reallie did not turn up but we end up talking till midnight when i decided to have some time to myself. it ws a great chat and knowing him betta was simply delighting. he presents himself very well and i like the way he does it. for once. im saying this, so wad if does not have the looks! so yeah.. :)
i bet i will be missin smiley for 10 days startin nex week and im Seein HIM todae! :)

for todae i gt up in the morning and had a light run around the canal. halfway of which i stop and sat staring at the huge Longkang and ponder. when the sky was getting darker i quickly have a quick run home and here i am blogin after a coolin bathe.training todae will be on skills and i will be learning the other jurus of regu wajib. excited for training and awaits the unexpected! somehow i think i am more looking forward to meet the cliques and the after training cheng teng outing if all of us has the mood too.

so fun this saturdae will be Esplanade Outing! :)

Erks? i gues ure becomin such a jerk and yeah i dunch like huge super ego which is as tall as the statue of liberty and superiority that u portray during training. its sucks! but theres one thing u make me look up to you, is ur self confidence and endurance.
Oh dearie me, I am the real essence of style.