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Diyanah Abdullah,lucky 19
18th April, Aries
Asc, TP
Laughters and smiles makes her world go roundd
She's intertwined like a ring with Neutron

"We must never confuse elegance with snobbery." -Yves Saint Laurent.

the day past as slow as it could and shivers was sent down my spine. seriously, i was nervous in the morning till i had stitches and wad nots. no matter wad it mayb be,i wont be moved by it and definately i did went for the trials. i was just too afraid mayb it has been long since i last spar but nevertheless it was a great match and an experience. like Smiley said, there is nothing to lose as everyone is behind us and its okie u perform well...it was alot of fun we had and some came down to give their moral support. thank you. i know i did my best and sorie if i did let any party down... to the girlfriends, to the extended parents? and all Loves and esp Smiley..thank you for being there and making my day a great one.

so after which the girlfriends came over and then we had dinner. it was a great meal as we talk over the problems we're facing. everybody is facing a problem and we cant deny or even run away from it. it seems like we're stuck with it for the moment. hoping that the bad times are moving soon...real soon. oh yeah, like i mention i didnt get thru this trial its okie, coz a bigger one is coming up for me. im reallie hoping i could get thru for the 26th trials. it means a lot to me and dying to go for it.

as the nite grew older, the phone rings like it use to and we chatted thru the nite. this time it was rather silent. both of us were tired i guess for the day. he juz never fails to put a smile on my face. mayb it is too soon to say anything but it just go with the flow. as the chatters get louder around us im beginning to get abit paranoid about it and i dunch know if i shud just remain as chill as he is. just let things be as it is and if things turn out rite.. then you will see us together more often..... Smilez.

hes so adorable! :)
Oh dearie me, I am the real essence of style.