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Diyanah Abdullah,lucky 19
18th April, Aries
Asc, TP
Laughters and smiles makes her world go roundd
She's intertwined like a ring with Neutron

"We must never confuse elegance with snobbery." -Yves Saint Laurent.

the rocking headbangin song of Dia by Bhumiband gt me all awake at 7am in the morning as the alarm clock of mine went off.i dunch know why i am so wide awake by then mayb it was thoughts that was running through my head.As i sat upright by the antique brass bed of mine,i begin to ponder about something in particular. Mayb i should make it more general,it was about life.

i was thinking why was i keeping my options close all this while after knowing that i have someone eyeing on me. mayb it was a natural reaction. As i look back on the days that i have spent getting to know him better, i am still unsure of the situation and especially what he feels for me. to be honest, i think im falling for him but im not sure if that is what i reallie feels. so Bottomline, im clueless about everything.There are many people around me and ive been turning down their offer to get to know me better without knowing the actual reason.so i feel its unfair to them although i have the right to do so. So as i thought about it the whole night, i have decided to get a distance from him and have wider options in life. Mayb it is the not the right thing to do but i just want to get an assurance before i completely fall for him. bottomline, i just want to know where i stand in his life and mayb if i could get an answer some time while being friends then mayb i would consider.

So the day had been a bumpy one for us.It was selections todae but since we didnt have a complete group we could go for the trials. so we stayed and lookd out for the competing team. Looking at thier moves being atrociously executed, it made me feel even more challenged for wanting to compete with them. So after much hussle and bussle, we are given a week to get a replacement and to compete for the space nex week. Thanks to all the help we get and also for believing in us. we finally gt ourselves a complete team by the end of the day and we gonna compete nex week. so yeah. Happiness it was for me. Being a fast learner, we managed to pull through the steps and even the syncronization part with her. so i guess its half done and i believe with a few more practice it will be perfect!

So much for the day and since its MOthers' Day today, we will going out for dinner with the family tonite. it will supper i guess. hahahz. im gonna eat like a... okies nvm. just forget it. Im so excited for the feast and HAPPIE MOTHERS's DAY to My Mummy and all the other Mummys in the world.. I Love you Mummy!


He's Smile made me smile and his words comforted me in a way. Am i in Love?
Oh dearie me, I am the real essence of style.