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Diyanah Abdullah,lucky 19
18th April, Aries
Asc, TP
Laughters and smiles makes her world go roundd
She's intertwined like a ring with Neutron

"We must never confuse elegance with snobbery." -Yves Saint Laurent.

With happie and cheery days, it covers the dark cloud within my soul. im confused and definately kinda of depressed. mayb not knowing the truth from yourself keeps me thinking. as the thoughts keeps running through my head, i cant help myself but asking my very heart y did i even let you in and planted a seed of hope? it was my mistake, y didnt i reacted the same way to the rest who once ever did tried to knock this very heart. i wonder day and nite and without an answer it leaves me clueless. the silence that we'er goin through i swear is killing me. it tearing me inside and it hurts more than you think. i just hate this silence.you're making yourself look like a silent killer.the gestures of smiles that we exchange enligtens me but at the same time it pierces through my soul and it hurts. i have always just hope things would be as it was and nothing did ever change since i first know you...whatever it is, i cant change the decision that you made for yourself. i respect it and i awaits the moment of truth from you. no matter how much it would tear me up inside, i will still give you a wide smile like how i use to but i wont be there the nex moment for i want you not to see the shattered pieces of my heart..i never dream that things might turn out this way...you made a choice and im left with none. a precious gift that i will cherished will be a perfect smile from you..
Oh dearie me, I am the real essence of style.