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Diyanah Abdullah,lucky 19
18th April, Aries
Asc, TP
Laughters and smiles makes her world go roundd
She's intertwined like a ring with Neutron

"We must never confuse elegance with snobbery." -Yves Saint Laurent.

Its the start of the week and this week im hoping that it would be a smooth one for me.Somehow i feel its gonna be a rough one but maybe its just my imagination... i dunch know but the little heart inside me says so.. i have decided to let nature takes it course...

Enigma, my babe, left for her hostel last nite and she leaves me here all alone. no more wonderful nights after training coz we will heading in two different directions.Both of which will be at the end so its quite impossible to have a ride home again onli if she is going home to her crib at laguna. Haiz. its only a day and i suepr duper miss Enigma oreadie. i wonder how is "the banker" coping with it? hahahz.

The day was basicaly a lab day. the best part was i mistook OC lab for PIPC lab but thank GOD that i brought both manuals with me. So OC was a bliss. Fun mixing and playing around with those acids and alcohols. somehow i feel the HAP was better. it was because we had to test our own urine! i know its sound disgusting but imagine handling ur own urine for an experiment. that is far more worst than grose! it was fun i must say coz the waiting hours and the every 2o minute pee-ing routine are filled with wonderful chatters and laughters. the kambings made my day and cynn just gt the lab more chaotic her way! hahaz. i think i begin to love the class.

Neutron is LOved! i met Love todae and his fren.Okies.Surprising coz i didnt know abt his coming. didnt mind much either.We had laughters thou the both of us was having major headache and i was burping throughout the journey to Tam-pines! So then we headed to our normal chill out area and left when it was time to leave. I have fun and i'm oreadie missing my Neutron.

Sometimes i wonder if im too patient with the situation. at the same time,it keeps my little brain thinking if my patience is wearing thin. i never want to end up in a quarrel but sometimes i just wish i could blow my head off. im confused and it keeps me thinking if i could handle this. Mr jealousy is engulfing this little soul of mine any time soon whenever i see IT. how i wish i could pull myself together and push it all away. why do i feel this way ....maybe its all because of the fear that haunts my nights away....


i'm too deeply in love...(cliche i know it may seems but...its true! :) )



Oh dearie me, I am the real essence of style.