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Diyanah Abdullah,lucky 19
18th April, Aries
Asc, TP
Laughters and smiles makes her world go roundd
She's intertwined like a ring with Neutron

"We must never confuse elegance with snobbery." -Yves Saint Laurent.

it was a beautiful day...

yes, indeed it was fun. although the da flagged off with lab in skool but still we found ways to entertained our boring scientist self. we had the company and so the brains of many dealt with the different cheeky ideas of the different ways of coping so that we all would pass the post lab tests together. altogether, there were 3 and i think im gonna do well since i went through the answers i gt from the last semester last nite.

i ended quite early, in fact,2 hrs ahead of schedule. isnt that good?My beloved pickd me up at the interchange and we headed to Siam for the lil chill pill with HotBigButt and pretty cheeks. We chill and yes yes we did. talked about everything under the sun. Met DN couple after a lo0000ng time. everything seems fine and im thankful for that. we spent a lil longer with HotBigButt and he made me realised many things that i feel i had overseen. he made me realised how much a guy would do and will go the extra mile for the one he loves and everything is so sweet when you're at the valley of love heaven. you live on a bed of roses and nothing else you will see except her. He made me realised how much im being loved and how sweet the days has been for me. Thank You HOtBigButt! You know wad, i believe in the twist of fate wen it comes to this. i know somehow deep down inside her, there is a huge space for you and will always remain for you coz no one else will replace such a romantic guy like you that made a mark in her life.She will be yours one day.I love you BigButt and i will always be here for you. so is my neutron! :)

Neutron, i love you always and nothing shall replace you in this small red pumping heart of mine. You match no man on earth to had poured me and keep pouring me with soo much love and care. No one would engulf my puny self with so much love besides you who had been there for me all this months. Your little things just make my day and without you a day, i went crazy and i know you know that. You know every little thing about me. i just simply love you since the first time we met. Nothing will fade that love away.


now the whole lot of a different story. i just needed a space to vent the anger. the raging anger that has been pilling in me. it is about IT. IT that gt my soul into raged, my heart in a boiling soup and almost had my temper headwired! You made me change my perspective of you. You made me not believe you anymore. You made me feel betrayed. You made me feel dumb and stoopid to be there wen at the end of the day the arrow was going to point a US but not yourself i realie wonder why everything is going this way? why arrows are pointed everywhere but not you when you are the real culprit behind everything. No one said a word except you. now, i want nothing less than the truth known to everyone that WE are not wrong and you gt us involved. The root of everything is no one else but you. yourself. Please. i beg of you for the truth should be known and we shall be free.
Oh dearie me, I am the real essence of style.