i just need an outlet to express how confused, shitty and i dunch know wad im feeling kinda thing at this very moment..before i hit the books, i just had to let all of this out....i know im sensitive and sometimes especially in times of pre-period days, im extra sensitive. i'm just PMS-ing.i dunch know why i should feel this way. shitty days are here again and i swear im not sure wad poke this puny fragile heart of mine. i was laughing and enjoyin every second i had with you but the nex moment after that i just felt so down, so out of place and so everything is not right kinda thing. i just feeling so shitty! be assured that im not angry of what you said but the shit days arre just here again. if i did say something wrong about certain issues, then i apologise. and sometimes i just dont mean them but i had to say to make feel beta wen insecurity engulfed me. i know that all opinion and views are not accepted and i know that i should not have said so much nasty things about her. somehow i say those nasty stuffs when i feel provoked and insecurities inflict.

no matter wad happens, i just love you so much.

you're just irreplaceable.