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Diyanah Abdullah,lucky 19
18th April, Aries
Asc, TP
Laughters and smiles makes her world go roundd
She's intertwined like a ring with Neutron

"We must never confuse elegance with snobbery." -Yves Saint Laurent.

Morning Earthlings!

okies, the sun is shinning bright into my room and im loving the heat that is trapped inside this pinky room of mine. its makes it feel so warm and cosy and its so complete.. the night sleep just got me missing the boyfriend too much and i juz dont know why...

thinking about the future just makes me feel so ruffled and eager for what is install for me in the future. all i think now it getting through this diploma of mine and pursuing a degree in maybe pharmaceuticals or teaching though i know i have a greater interest and passion for teaching but that somehow makes me feel like its a waste of time for me to spent time in the medical field. im still contemplating but now im determined to get through the poly well. so after the degree, i want to build a career and be as financially stable as possible and wait for my superman to propose to me. rite b? thats what you going to do rite? at the top of the ferris wheel? kan? kan?kan?

The i would be hapilly married with kids but just two and i just want to spent the rest of my life laughing, smilling, working and having a great family with just my superman. you know what b, i'm going to wait for as long as you need to get what you want in life first though it will take you a thousand years for you to accomplish it. i will still wait no matter how long you take for you is the only one that i want to be with my whole life. you're my knight in shining amour and nothing or nobody is going to change that...i love you soo much.

i was bloghopping last night and i discovered something. something that i think some of my friends know it already but nothing was mention either it doesnt matter them anymore or they cant be bothered or they dont want to get involved. the moment i read the entry, i felt it clingin to my heart as though it was close to me. i know i threw that feeling long ago but somehow i felt for her. she went through exactly what i went through. sometimes i just wonder why people dont learn from their mistakes. hurting someone else just like you did to the girl before makes me feel that you never learn and you're just going to continue doing it till you find the perfect one. i know its your choice and you do what you want to do. somehow have you ever wondered what it feels like being in her shoes? thinking that he is still in love with you but you guys cant be together and in the end, you find out that he is with someone else? how hurtful can it be? how pernicious can you be? i thought i didnt understand you then but it seems i can never understand you even as a friend. im just speechless for what you have done. it seems like you will never change and girls are like shirts you change everyday. you're a nice guy but this is not how you play the game. its a pity you dont learn. im writting this coz i know you're reading.

i guess that for the morning folks and im heading to skool onli in the afternoon for a class then im done for the day which will be a late evening...thankx eh!..... st00opid presentation slides are not ready... darn!
Oh dearie me, I am the real essence of style.