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Diyanah Abdullah,lucky 19
18th April, Aries
Asc, TP
Laughters and smiles makes her world go roundd
She's intertwined like a ring with Neutron

"We must never confuse elegance with snobbery." -Yves Saint Laurent.

yes, im back. back where? the bloggie world.. an outlet i reallie miss just ranting away about the everyday life full of its own stories of different starting and ending an exceptional for mundane days. havent you noticed? i changed. i've changed the skin.. i just thot of a new change for a new, fresh page of journal. picking up the trails where i last left off. i decided on something simple. no more vintage.

okies, the day have been busy for me. got too many things to handle with my too tiny lil palms. the granny gt admitted again and this time i faced that traumatic incidence before the ambulance rushed her to the nearest hosp. this time it was a relapsed of her previous breathing problem as well as her low glucose level in her body. she was so sick yet so afrid and thats the first i see her in fear. i was so afraid to lose her at the same time and everybody was preparing for the worse. no signs of hope and her health deterioate day by day.thats when i realised praying helps to calm oneself down. alhamdulilah, she is showing great signs of improvement now and im hoping the best for her. hopefully things will be better.

its 3am in the morning and im not even slping yet all beoz im super stress with one of my subjects, fundamentals of pathology. i dun know wad to include anymore in the group discussion and i seems lost in the subject. an e-learning subject and i swear i hate it. no proper teaching done and the everything depends on the knowledge you read up on your own.wth. grrr!

boyfiee has been a great one, hes super understanding about the less time spent due to frequent travels to the hospital. sometimes, there was neither a late nite chatter together or even a meet up during the day. goodnes! i felt presurised. i super miss my boncit! in times like this, i feel so fortunate to have someone like him and there are many things about his characteristics that make me fall deeper for him. u know wad darlx, no one is as crazy as you over me and i love you so much! :) you always make my day as well as the colourful world go rounddd for me.

ouh yea, i mis the chilak people and the feeza and friends company and many many moree. to many to name...people beep oritez?! Loves you babes.! :)

Oh dearie me, I am the real essence of style.