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Diyanah Abdullah,lucky 19
18th April, Aries
Asc, TP
Laughters and smiles makes her world go roundd
She's intertwined like a ring with Neutron

"We must never confuse elegance with snobbery." -Yves Saint Laurent.

i'm just so frustrated with her. eveyrthing seems it be crumbling down on me and i need a breather. the only time i feel at ease when i know im thousands of feet away from her. i feel like screaming my head off her and telling her the misery building up in me that can no longer be quarantined. have you not done enough to always make me feel im useless and i just dont deserved to be where im standing, i'm never smart enough for you and therefore i don't deserve precious items from you. you likeit when one by one things are taken away from me. it seems like my misery is your joy. im broken and depressed. my Boncit is all i have to release the errupting tension, thanx. thats alll i need for now.


its has been a bad day today and Neutron was kind enuff to be there for me. :)
Oh dearie me, I am the real essence of style.