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Diyanah Abdullah,lucky 19
18th April, Aries
Asc, TP
Laughters and smiles makes her world go roundd
She's intertwined like a ring with Neutron

"We must never confuse elegance with snobbery." -Yves Saint Laurent.

i'm frustrated. i'm piss. like super.

i know its unappropriate to write it all down but i just need an outlet to take it all out from me. i can't sleep and it's taking into me. i just need a listening ear and outlet to vent as the usuals are not of help right now.

i felt trapped and suffocated with those questions asked and then i wondered where i stand and where she stand in your life. how much i meant to you and she meant to you? is there a difference in degree from where im standing and where she is standing? damn it.

you want to know what is my fucking problem with her? fine, then i will tell you all. i hate her because of that stupid act she had with you? didnt she had a brain to even think how i felt about it. i was your gf and she was just a minute fat fren of yours and she was acting to e your FUCKING FUTURE WIFE! wth. althou it was playing but still i was hurt. dont you know how i felt? like seriouly.. do some thinking man
yes indeed she didnt do anything wrong to me besides that stoopid joke they played. okies, you guys played. but hey where has all the thinking gone to?

now, you think that im fcuking selfish coz im letting myself do what i wanna do and leave you with restrictions. you wanna know why? you just cant differentiate the difference between a joke and iif its beyond the limit... and now you telling me you calling that bonding time?

what fcuk can that be?

haiz
life is a joke sometimes and having this ppl around making it more difficult to breathe.

tearing let me feel relieved from the rppoblems and crying allows me to be free from all shits of life.


to be honest, i reallie dunch know why.... but i simply just hates her. :)
yes in a bitchy tone voice* i just hate her and her bfat boobs.


ouh yea. from now on. i shall leave you withouut restrictions and shall do what you want to do. i gave up. since it is what you want i guess. so yeah. all cheers. :)

Oh dearie me, I am the real essence of style.