the other half just made his way to Tioman this morning with a bad ending last night and sweet and beautiful morning line to make up for yesterday and also i guess make me smile for the day at least. everything seem to be okay but definately amist without his presence. things just feel so different. the handphone just seem to stop ringing and yes i miss the constant ringing and buzzing of the handphone like ultimately. somehow i feel that this temporary separation from him just made me realised how important he is to me and how much i felt for him. sometimes i guess everyone needs a wake up call to make realised how much the other person mean to you. feeling contented with what you have, has alway been the problem to all earthlings.

the day as mentioned has been rather a stay home tuesday thing but this time its different with the aunty staying home on a weekday and chilling with you watching the Tvee away.the comedy reflected her as person and i guess it make her realised how much pressure she has brought upon many people but yet it seem funny when you look back and think about it. i've always thank god for her presence as my aunty and not my boss. i would probably jump down from the highest building if she's the boss.

aniway, resigning its not an option and it shouldnt be a choice. in fact, it shouldnt be something and should not even crossed your mind, politics happens everywhere but see you must face things and make the peak again then when you have blocked all gateways then you make your leave and let the problem be handled by the morons who have always been taking credit for all the hardwork that you have put in. think it through and i guess it not worth it giving up now. do something and leave a mark before you leave. maybe you should think through properly with a calm mind and make a decision when you feel that it is the right choice.

i feel my cooking improved. yes, its yummilicious! :)