shit! im feeling fucking shitty now. like super shitty
not sure why but why does it have to come to me at this very moment.
maybe its her presence that im feeling all shitty and merepek. not worthy of him.probably,i sense the feeling she still has for him and im the middle person. just in between and make it an awkward moment for everyone.i want to shout and cry this feeling out super badly and probably get high or something to make me forget all of this.i just know she still loves you alot and nothing can changethat fact.its obvious and i still see the glittering love through her eyes whenever she looks at you.no matter wad you say to make me feel better im still convince that she still loves you. to make it worse and more positioned as the middle person when you talked about the friendly hits and kicks you gave each other and how you advised her and all. i bet the old vibes do come backand brought you back down memory lane.
i want to scream and shout and run away and let you be happy with her which i guess its the perfect match.sorry to feel this way but im happy that i touched your life and managed to be someone special for you.nothing make me feel better and being with you. having your laughters and smile just makes my day.being pampered by you is my favourite moment and just spending a romantic moment just makes me feelim living on cloud nine.but now, its her presence that makes me feel horrible and i want to run away.just run far away for noW!