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Diyanah Abdullah,lucky 19
18th April, Aries
Asc, TP
Laughters and smiles makes her world go roundd
She's intertwined like a ring with Neutron

"We must never confuse elegance with snobbery." -Yves Saint Laurent.

i know how long it has been since i last worte here. mayb there wasnt any time or should i say i didnt make enough time for myself to reflect, think and write down what it needed.

i feel that it's impossible to not matter about the person whom you loved soo much and yet through your actions the person is convinced that you don't care anymore. how great to have things turning out like this when i expect it the least.

Why cant people believe it when you said that you're doing it for their sake or to save the melo-dramatic actions of anger. I have seriously no idea how to put it into simpler language to make you understand what's the initial intention of mine. i didnt mean to hurt you in any way possible and all i could think off was to not end up in an arguement and yet still tells you about it. im not lying. i still told you what happen it's just that i did not reveal the identity.

maybe i'm wrong after some thoughtful thinking but i didnt expect such a response from you. maybe its true when people says, the deed is easily forgotten yet the fault is remembered for a lifetime.

with the pile of work, the mental block, the extra coaching up to do..it's just making it perfect and you're not helping. wateva it is, i love you.
Oh dearie me, I am the real essence of style.