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Diyanah Abdullah,lucky 19
18th April, Aries
Asc, TP
Laughters and smiles makes her world go roundd
She's intertwined like a ring with Neutron

"We must never confuse elegance with snobbery." -Yves Saint Laurent.

As beautiful the day was today, i hoped mine has happened the same way too but unfortunately some events are so coincidental or they are just meant to happen. she finally caught me red handed and yes indeed the long, decision making lecture that's filled with a mixture a of emotions just made me blank. as blank as i can be. stuck in between options of two opposites, deciding which i should follow. nothing could stop me loving you and yet nothing will make me feel complete without them in my life. i need the both of you in my life to get things working for me. these are things that made me feel complete as a person too and the only thing that i have asked from you would be your utmost understanding and accept things as it is. there's nothing you can do to make the changes in my life for I'm very much happy about everything that has been happening. honestly, i have been enjoying every minute of my life till you had to remind me again about the real deal with such a situation. it wass soo tak perlu eh.

gathering all the strengths that I'm left with, i just took the courage and left the boxed mobile without any form of expression. i left speechless and without a word to even express what i has in mind. to me, i guess it was all just pointless. the only thing that im looking forward to do was waiting to release the tension in me. waiting to pour out to anyone, anytime and anywhere.

the boy was always the saviour. he just made me feel better.
hes just the best thing that has ever happened to me and i want this to keep going for as long as i breathe. no one can ever be a replacement to you and you are truly my other half. i love you.




Oh dearie me, I am the real essence of style.