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Diyanah Abdullah,lucky 19
18th April, Aries
Asc, TP
Laughters and smiles makes her world go roundd
She's intertwined like a ring with Neutron

"We must never confuse elegance with snobbery." -Yves Saint Laurent.

It's a week before i leave town and enjoy a splendid journey with the family. I'm really excited about it and yes, i really cant wait to pack my bag and just go and enjoy. I've yearn for a vacation for months at least. If only i could pack him along, then it would be better. Better in all ways as i wouldnt have to worry and keep thinking how things are for him when I'm really enjoying my days there. If only, i could pack you along too....

To be honest, after the many many many trips that ive been around the world, i have never read up about the country before the tripp but this trip is different. Ive read all necessary readings and make sure that i know where to get good food and at least know the location of the shopping centres there. Being the typical biatch* But i guess this tripp would be different as it will focus more on sight seeing and the enjoyment of driving. If only, i have passed driving then maybe it would increase the adrenaline in me slightly higher.

The boy has been behaving well at least for the remaining days that he will be seeing me till im offf for 10 days for the trip. i will definitely miss that particular other half and yes, im cracking the brain cell to get the perfect gift for him. Still, i have none in mind. This also applies the same for all. Oh wells, maybe authentic cadbury chocolates since cadbury originates from new zealand. Oh my. if its possible, i want to watch at least a rugby match of the all blacks team while im there. at least i can recite the hakka with them. hahha. soo cool la.




moving on about the tripp... im just taken back by the kind of poeple that surrounds me lately for at least 6 hours of the day and how blood sucking it maybe sometimes when you know that someone is nice with you because in need of some favour and all crap. i just take the plastic anymore like seriously and i dont wish to be the slave that nodds the head at every command that is given. i know you have the authority but i think that shouldnt be the way. im done with that and i feel that there should be more respect between each other. another thing would be people realising their own barrier that they put upon themselves and always being in denial about it at all times. seriously, you should know where you stand and being a friend does not mean girlfriend and really please don't involve a third party in any case for the grabbing of attention of that particular ugly duckling. really, i did not sign up to be part of some love triangle of yours and im clearly not interested. know your purpose and never use your friend to benefit you personally as it clearly reflects the kind of person you are. nevertheless, she isnt to blame either when things does not go your way especially. if that happens, then i would say, its just not your luck.

i mis the boy. i mis the boy. tmr would be another day with him, ima and her oother half. today was dinner, so wad tmr's plan?
Oh dearie me, I am the real essence of style.